I love to sit around and just talk crap with friends.
I love to cycle. The feeling of wind brushing against your face. The feeling of balance, freedom and control.
East Coast Park by novacainepepper
Was trying to take a nap but the mind could not stop from running around. So, I woke up and decided to blog something. Had been opening this blogger page for so many times in the past few days. Everytime I opened this window, my mind decided to stop running and reflected the white blankness of this page. Everytime I closed the window and climbed onto my bed, the mind started shaping thoughts to be penned down.
Why?
I had not been able to say it all out yet. But this one "lonely" mid-semester break got me thinking again. Friends had been busy with pre-registration training interviews. I had been doing nothing but pretending to be sitting in front of my computer busy with work. I need somebody to talk to sometimes but I don't know how. I have to learn.
Anyway, was thinking about the fun times that I cannot have. The movies I cannot watch in cinema. The outings I cannot attend. The food I cannot eat (most painful thought). The rollerblading that I could almost learned but missed out. The concerts I cannot attend.
I love bright, beautiful photographs.
Gorgeous by translucented
I am 23 years 7 months and 21 days old.
I have dreams and I have desires.
I need to learn to accept and let go.
I would love to get a call one day and the person on the line says, "Hwa Chin, 'they' are all gone."
and rest... a LOT of rest.. like every 2-3 hours...
Eating too..
no more Living to eat but Eating to LIVE...
But today I suddenly had the cravings for doughnuts again.. Maybe I should go get it during my better days... Just the original glaze... nothing too fancy.. Heard J. Co is doing better than Krispy Kreme in Indonesia and it's now in Raffles City... Krispy Kreme is not here yet, I guess this should be a good try? Although the small stall in Clementi smells freakingly like KK... Taste-wise nothing near but they are quite nice... My favourite was Mocha back then.. :)
I'm strong now... So many people had been telling me that I'm very strong. I hope this strength can end with something well, something good.. Give me a happy ending to this!
Back to writing the dreadful FYP report...
Quoted from a Pharmacy alumni, "FYP is to build your character."