like getting out of depression hor...

how i wish this one below applies too.. haha..

was talking with some of my friends these past few days.. realised that some of my friends are feeling the pressure to find someone.. pressure from their family! haha.. i'm not feeling the pressure... cause maybe i'm not the eldest at home (just my theory that the eldest girl feels more pressure)..plus my family members and relatives still think that i'm this 17 years old girl.. good or bad i'm not sure..haha.. my friends are not so lucky i guess... this funny friend of mine demonstrated how her mom would ask her on the phone..whether she's seeing any guy now.. haha.. and since we were having exams this past month, her mom did not dare to ask her about the "sensitive issue" or she would shout at her mom..haha.. but now that the exams over, she may be getting the question again... haihz.. guys don't get such pressure do they?

while i was studying hard the other day, (or apparently not too hard since i was thinking about other things) my friend told me she's tired or something..always wanting to sleep.. then i started to have an image of her at home.. her parents asking her to go out and meet guys, and she said she's lazy..wants to sleep..then suddenly the image zoomed into her standing on the stairs at the foyer of our residence... tall, slim with long flowing hair.. and it occured to me, how could such an eligible girl standing right there and not attached? not even approached by guys... hmm.. then it gave me a thought that many singles are too shy to go out to meet people.. or simply too busy... (see, we have test after final exams.. what life?!) anyway..back to that inspiration i got.. so i thought of setting up a match-making website.. haha.. i'm crazy i guess.. i even thought of the way the website will work..and the name..all sorts of stuff.. all these instead of studying lar.. aihz..

then was going to do it today.. then i realised... i forgot how to photoshop... erm.. i think it's a different version that i found.. the photoshop in my comp come come go go.. yeapz.. just appeared like that after disappearing.. and i felt devastated... especially after i realised i forgot how to play the piano properly too! i haven't been playing for more than 3 months.. and today, my friend taught me "play by ear" and i think for someone who had learned to play the piano for so many years, i am a disappointment.. my friend could have vomited blood there but he's nice enough not to... haihz..

getting stupid-er day by day... my friend once told me "when we learn new things, we tend to forget the old ones.." guess my head is just stuffed with drugs.. overdose.. reached toxicity..and still have to "eat" up 90 more drugs.. Top 90 Drugs! so pro-sounding...

better get started before it's too late! >_<

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".. not painful but a bit weird..but he couldnt see anything...so, next he did a "needle aspiration" thing.. by poking a very fine needle at the end of a syringe directly into the lymph node.. took out some cells to be examined under the microscope... poked twice... and the doctor kept on talking to me but i couldnt really talk with the needle there.. hehe.. went back 2 days later to get the result.. the good news is that the swollen nodes are not cancerous.. but he couldnt be sure whether there is other dangerous underlying medical condition.. so i was scheduled to undergo a surgery to remove a node and be examined... hmm.. well it cost a lot! and i'm not going to be reimbursed by NUS cause i'm not Singaporean..the maximum amount that i can claim is $350.. the scope itself cost about $290... with the 2 consultations added together is $420.. haih.. have to pay the extra $70 from my own pocket...
So, yeapz.. finished my last finals paper yesterday..then went to eat at Holland V.. didnt go anywhere far cause we were all tired.. wanted to come back and sleep.. walked around Holland V a bit..and came back.. but then we played played..hehe.. and had to send CM back to her hall..no more bus... and since we were all hungry already, we went to Fong Seng to eat..haha.. super full after that... ended up sleeping at 1+am only.. >_<>_<

discover happiness!
won a pair of tix to watch Talent Quest but got CAs all week long... one month CA marathon...Argh!!! super wasted... i don't win contest often you know!! this is like the 2nd time? 1st was for Malaysian Idol show...

Even before that...went to do survey in Departure Hall in Changi Airport!

duty free choc shop!! super nice!! but didnt buy anything..
nice view from the big big glass window... very very fun experience!! too bad no time...

And way before that... went to ECP with HO mates for cycling!!
The President decided to climb up the tree.. but couldnt come down.. so someone had to go up and save him.. Best!
That's him stuck on the tree... LOL