Friday, October 27, 2006,9:41:00 PM
Goong OST
While watching the Korean drama Goong a few months back, I was mesmerised by the Korean songs in the drama... I don't listen to Korean songs and very little Japanese songs.. but after this drama, I felt that Korean songs are really quite touching.. some of them, anyway.. I liked 2 songs from this drama.. One is "Perhaps Love"- Saranghe gayo... and the other one is "I'm a Fool" .. the second song was featured prominently in the later half of the drama when the Crown Prince fell in love with the Princess.... very very nice song.. but the lyrics or the English translation of the lyrics is a bit funny.. something about "ruining myself with alcohol and cigarette smoke".. maybe not really funny.. but i find it kinda weird to keep on repeating that you ruin yourself with alcohol and cigarette.. hehehe..
Well, Goong is showing on tv now but my classes end at 8pm which means I cannot watch this drama again.. My friend who was also poisoned by this drama send me the song and make me all poisoned by Prince Yul again.. @_@
VEry Very nice song!!
Dang shin eun na neun ba bo ib ni da - I'm a Fool (Goong OST)
by Stay
I was a fool.
I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too.
I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too.
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten. So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myeslf with alcohol and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you You and I, we both are like fools.
I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't ruin yourself anymore...
Thursday, October 26, 2006,5:06:00 PM
The different types of friends...
Some friends are only for Good Times.. and some can accompany you through the good and the bad times... those friends are the ones that are worthy...
I realised I have some friends who are really good companies when we are having a good time..
These are friends that I can talk happily with over a cup of coffee and some delicious cakes.. over delicious dinners... and those many happy occasions.. But are these real friends? I wonder...
Then there are the friends that I can play with... go to ECP, watch movies and do all sorts of things with.. those were all good times..
There are friends who can make you feel relax everytime you talk to them.. but there are those who can make you feel stress by just being around them.. sometimes i wish i could tell these stressful friends to stop! I need to do things at my own pace... sometimes i need a lot of time for myself.. and a lot of space for myself... I hate it when people intrude my personal time and space...
but I can't.. Living in this world, I do not want to make enemies.. Friends are important... I'm glad I have all sorts of friends... Good or bad, they taught me to be stronger... they taught me directly, or indirectly to handle different types of people. Sometimes I wish I could have all wonderful friends but i guess there bound to be some bad friends along the way... sometimes i wish i had not known some friends.. but at other times, I'm glad that they are my friends..
Thanks to those who had cared! :) And I know I have a bunch of friends who are Always Ready to help me no matter what my problem is.. *hugz* :)
Wednesday, October 25, 2006,10:36:00 PM
scratched my face in the shower just now! o_O
should really cut my fingernails already.. haha.. haven't been cutting it for a very long time.. and so is my hair.. haihz...
presented our Med Chem project today, on the topic "Drug Design of Sildenafil" ..hehe.. rather interesting topic.. and we were proud of our final work. Our lecturer said it was well presented.. :)
Went to dinner at Subway although i was having a terrible terrible headache after the presentation.. Had not been feeling well since yesterday.. my neck and shoulder felt like they got displaced... aching the whole of yesterday.. and I kept on burping too! so irritating! and the burping actually hurts! got cured twice by KY's magic Japanese phrases but on the 3rd time, she couldn't cure me... the 3rd round of burping was cured by a call from Japan! haha.. guess it was a series of Japanese burps...
Well, today i felt extremely drowsy and lethargic.. i think it's coffee-withdrawal syndrome.. HAd not been taking my daily fix of coffee for 2 consecutive days.. went to lecture early this morning with a very grumpy mood, came back and slept for one hour only cause had to prepare for the presentation in the afternoon.. all the while feeling very grumpy and moody..
Swallowed 2 Panadols after presentation and went for Subway with HO mates..
glad that i did, cause the meal made me Happy! yeah!! had the Subway melt with choc chip cookie.. *yummy* love the cookies a lot!!
Then we proceeded to LT13 to support the Harmonica Impressions.. there were so many people! unexpectedly..haha.. maybe cause it's free...
The performance tonight was good overall, of course some were better and some were not so good.. but it was entertaining nonetheless.. One of the songs that i like the most from tonight's concert was "Moon River" performed by a trio of alumni.. :)
Sitting in the audience, listening to harmonica music reminded me of the joy this simple instrument had brought to my life.. and how it relaxes me everytime... kinda miss performing with HO.. :)
Great job NUSHO!! :)
Tuesday, October 24, 2006,12:22:00 AM
End of Pathology CAs marathon!
Yeah!! Just came back from the newest shopping complex in Singapore, Vivo City! 2nd time there.. a very nice place to just sit and relax.. we went to play in the wading pool..
There was a sign that says "No lifeguard on duty" by the side of the pool and this made us curious about the depth of the pool.. So Birdie stuck her leg into the pool to test.. and she told me it was deep! Cause her leg couldnt reach the floor of the pool.. and we were like Whoa until May stuck her leg into the pool.. It was Totally not deep!! haha.. dont know what Birdie did.. ish.. The depth was only near to my knees' height... Birdie, May and I went to walk around in the pool.. very fun!! Ky joined in too!
Before that, we ate at Thai Express and I like the tapioca dessert very much!! :)
So, well, finally finished the 3 Patho tests which only make up 30% of the whole module.. final exam is 70%!! siao!!
I counted the number of tests that we had completed so far.. and it was an astounding 10 tests!! and we have 8 more!! only a little over half done... Argh!!
I still remember in year 1 or 2, we only had about 3 tests per sem? I remembered my friend asking me whether we have mid term test and my answer was NO!
Those were the days..
All this studying made me realised I have this pyschiatric problem called bipolar disorder.. I can be euphoric and dysphoric.. very extreme kind somemore...
And I just did a personality test about "What personality disorder do you have?"
This was the result:
"Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...And when you're down, your whole world is crashingScary thing is, these moods can change by the minute! "
-so true!!
haha.. beware.. i shall rest now and be prepared for project meeting at 8.30am tmr! o_O
photos will be posted once i get it from May.. Birdie was super entertaining.. and so was class rep!! :) Happy Happy!!
Sunday, October 15, 2006,7:01:00 PM
Argh!!
The thing i hate most about being an adult is making decisions!
Why is it always so hard for me to decide on something? I decide then I change my mind and then decide again.. and most probably regretting it later. Argh!!
My heart wants something that my head does not want. My head says money is a big problem and courage is another problem. My heart says it's a rare chance!~
But for now, I shall let the decision be in my dad's hand. If he says "Yes", I will definitely go ahead. If he says "No", I will not think about it anymore. Thank God for creating fathers and mothers.. and family.. :)
Was just telling my friend in MSN, 'other than my father, mother, family and friends, I want to change everything else in my life..' I am searching for an aim in life now.. I really hope I can find it soon.. Something to loOk forward to or to achieve.
Other than the 'have to work hard when graduate to repay my parents and sis' kinda aim...
Tired of thinking and deciding .....................................
Sachertorte from Wiener Kaffeehaus!!! *yummy*
Thanks to JE the birthday boy :) Happy Birthday!!
Sunday, October 08, 2006,10:08:00 PM
crazy life... ><
I just had one of the busiest week ever... and am now suffering from the adverse effects. I had just wasted a whole weekend doing nothing constructive. Cause my brain just couldn't focus on anything..
I had German presentation on Monday, a project due on Thursday plus Pathology test on the same day. and followed by German Semester test on Friday...
this is nothing compared to the week to come... 20th of October will be my death date.. I will have Pharmacology test on 19th, followed by Medicinal Chemistry Practical Test and German Vocab test on the 20th. Med Chem Project due on the same day... BEST!
Anyway, I am suffering from severe homesickness.. I had been trying to squeeze a few days for me to go home for a while..just a little while.. but i couldn't find anytime.. I have German class on Mon, Wed and Fri which I cannot miss cause it's 100% continuous assesment.. :(
All I can do now is be strong.. :(
Mid- Autumn Festival came and went in hazy state...
On Friday, after my German test, I went to Harmonica Orchestra's Mid Autumn Festival Party... seeing people I had not seen for a while was a nice feeling.. all the familiar faces..
I am the one 'drawing' the 1st part of the HEART.. It's actually the logo of HO *heart* ho.. presented by the 25th EXCO :)
i *heart* h o .. presented by the new batch of juniors.. i thought it looked more like 'imho' ..hhehehe..
the 26th EXCO didnt want to lose out as they are the current exco..so they tried and tried.. and finally got this nice and clear '26 exco!' :)
I was super tired that night cause I had been sleeping on average 4-5 hours with continuous studying for the past few days.. but instead of zombie-ing around SRC track, I was hyper.. cheering and eating A LOT! and enjoying myself... we left at around 10+pm... That night, I slept before 11pm.. my earliest ever in a very long time..
I woke up on Saturday at 11.30am!! wahahahha... slept for more than 12 hours... GREAT! quite refreshed..though my body still ache from the Thursday's Yoga class.. tried doing lab reports the whole afternoon and went for Wind Symphony Concert at UCC in the evening.. It was an enjoyable evening.. the concert was nice.. with many movie-like pieces which i like.. :)
Then, we rushed to WeiYing's house for another Mid-Autumn Festival celebration...
played Bridge with my long lost Winnie The Pooh poker card! There was another set of Lord of the Rings poker card too! but no Legolas's face on the card :(
The pharmers who were there.. with Pringles from us and Sparkling Juice from Gladys.... and poker cards..haha.. a bunch of gamblers and drinkers.. *shake head* hehe..
act cool and act cute.. all your future pharmacists.. beware... hohoho....
We played Indian poker which was very funny and watched a horror movie together.. everyone shouted... I tried not to watch it.. but nobody wanted to do other things with me.. so i watched a little and I couldn't sleep properly yesterday night.. which was quite bad considering it was near 3 am and I coulnt sleep...
We were the last few to leave, near 2am... after hy, Gladys and me were forced to play the piano :(
I'm a lousy piano player.. so sad...
Didnt get a good night sleep... woke up today feeling tired.. tried to do some constructive thing the whole day and only managed to churn out my part of the Med Chem project..went to sleep again... and then went for Kelvin's BBQ at West Coast Park.. didn't plan to go initially as I was feeling fatigue and very very tired..
Well, it was kinda weird when we reached there cause I didn't know any of them.. but there were a lot of food.. chicken wing :) and 2 cute dogs although I'm scared of them...
Walked back..so tired.. I shall sleep early tonight again and maybe wake up earlier to do some work.. Sigh... stupid hazy weather making me feel so tired!
My bear, Edison wearing my specs! hahaa.. was too wu liao that day when I was rolling on my bed...
This is Joseph..hehe..very dirty..cause I had never washed it before in the 3 years that it had been with me.. :)
their cute feet.. accompanying me sleep every night... :)
Anyway, Kelvin introduced this bears to me and i think they are very cute too! Intoducing Coffee Bear(male) and Coffee Bun (female).. go to www.truehearts.com.sg
There are wallpapers, MSN icons etc to download..
I like this particular mini card a lot! so cute!!
:)
I am the one 'drawing' the 1st part of the HEART.. It's actually the logo of HO *heart* ho.. presented by the 25th EXCO :)
i *heart* h o .. presented by the new batch of juniors.. i thought it looked more like 'imho' ..hhehehe..
the 26th EXCO didnt want to lose out as they are the current exco..so they tried and tried.. and finally got this nice and clear '26 exco!' :)
played Bridge with my long lost Winnie The Pooh poker card! There was another set of Lord of the Rings poker card too! but no Legolas's face on the card :(
The pharmers who were there.. with Pringles from us and Sparkling Juice from Gladys.... and poker cards..haha.. a bunch of gamblers and drinkers.. *shake head* hehe..
act cool and act cute.. all your future pharmacists.. beware... hohoho....
My bear, Edison wearing my specs! hahaa.. was too wu liao that day when I was rolling on my bed...
This is Joseph..hehe..very dirty..cause I had never washed it before in the 3 years that it had been with me.. :)
their cute feet.. accompanying me sleep every night... :)
I like this particular mini card a lot! so cute!!