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Saturday, October 29, 2005,10:37:00 PM

I'm just a kid?

"I'm Just A Kid" by Simple Plan
(http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/simpleplan/imjustakid.html)
I woke up it was 7 I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes
[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...
And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause
I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid [repeat x5]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonightI'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight


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Friday, October 28, 2005,11:50:00 PM

Trouble~

I looked troubled these few days..
I feel troubled..
I have troubles..

But i dont know what trouble exactly..

(even Blogspot bullies me..cant upload any photos..) :(

No Mood to study..even though i have test on Mon and havent even started preparing for it...

Then I had quite a headache this afternoon..decided to skip lecture again..luckily i did cause when i was walking back to my block, i felt really weak..muscle ache all over.. no energy..and the brain felt like it was swimming in the skull and kept on hitting the side of the skull.. Took temperature of myself.. 36.8 oC.. no fever..but sure felt very warm..didnt feel like taking Panadol..dont want to depend on it.. dont feel like sleeping too..so tried studying..but then decided to have a nap cause was falling asleep after every sentence i read.. slept for about an hour and miraculously, the headache was gone.. but hungry..hehe..
Suddenly have the urge to eat economic rice on one hand..and on the other, felt like eating Ban Mian.. these days i have strange cravings and HUGE appetite..couldnt stop myself from eating..the moment i finished the Chicken Cutlet(which is very very big) in Sci today, i felt like eating Jap food.. :S
Yesterday nite was spent feeding myself..with everything reachable.. sigh..stress?
Don't know..but surely troubled.. too many things that i have to make decision..
Even my friends commented that I had been quiet recently..only today, for a while, my friend exclaimed that the old me was back.. but only for that short while...
Anyway, was searching for some cute pics to put..and came across this website-->
"Bible Stories for Kids"
http://www.essex1.com/people/paul/bible4.html
has very cute cartoons..and simple stories.. which can bring you back to your sweet and innocent childhood..enjoy while i try to find myself..lost in Singapore..


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Thursday, October 27, 2005,2:25:00 PM

Cancerian Woman--> me..

"When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.
She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like her you better tell her first.
She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting". When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.
She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman. She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day. She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day.
She is not a jealous type,but possessive. The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".
She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it. The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love. "
Haha..This is what hy send to me through msn..some parts are not true..but generally true for me..since it's for Cancerian woman, this means 1/12 of the world's woman are as described above..which is quite impossible..but it's a good try..hehe..wonder if the stars when someone is born really influence that person's traits and personality..well, my "Understanding The Universe" lecturer said it's just superstition..but then sooo many people believe in it..well, i believe in astrology, mostly as entertainment and not taking it so seriously that it affects my life..
*back to GEK1520..*


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Tuesday, October 25, 2005,11:55:00 PM

我喜欢开心的感觉。。。

That is my msn nick for quite a number of weeks aredi..And in this period of time, I had been relatively happy...though burdened with projects and term paper and tests...assigments...tutorials..terrible lecturers..stupid modules..(endless list..)..This phrase came from David Tao's song, "wo xi huan"(corrected..thanks to TN)..which is a nice song..makes me feel happier when i listened to it..
but then today..for the 1st time in the past few weeks.. i felt depressed.. disappointed with myself.. for procrastinating..and being too forgetful..I felt 2 Ds today.. Disappointed+Depressed.. My mood went down..like share market price (>.<)...couldnt concentrate on my notes..and couldnt really pay attention to the lecturer(and forgetting to bring the whole set of notes plus law made it all worse..) But thanks to CM for tryin to make me smile again..

erm..is that Charlie Brown? well that boy was me.. and CM was the Snoopy..hehe..

when i asked her what can i do to make myself happy again..she suggested that i look at her.. -_-""

well, this can make me smile widely..


yummy!! by the way, i bought a box of cereals with real strawberries inside!! so yummy..

and i successfully fried beehoon for dinner tonight..and that was what made me slightly happier again..我喜欢开心的感觉。。。(^_^)v



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Sunday, October 23, 2005,7:57:00 PM

Grace Haven~


Went to volunteer at Grace Haven last Saturday.. nice place.. very cute kids though very hard to control.. the children in this home are from broken families, parents in prison or from abusive background.. We planned a series of games for the children, whom were divided into 4 groups..6-7 children per group.. My group was called X-men..the others were Ultraman, Superman and Batman..haha..The children ranged from 5 to 13 years old..which is quite a big range..as some are so small while some are nearly taller than me..so, when we played Captain's Ball, there were children crying cause they never get to touched the ball at all..luckily the older children were nice enough to pass the ball to the smaller ones when they realised...Quite tiring running and shouting.. and playing together with them..but it was really a good feeling to see them so happy..would love to go again..maybe not frequently as the place is at Serangoon, which is very far from NUS..

KY and me in front of a very cute mural..i like the angel a lot!! looks like something from "Precious Moment"..

KY, WY and me at the lower part of the mural..the heart is so cute!!

3 of us in front of another colourful mural..

I would love to show pictures taken with the children but i guess it's not really right to show those pictures..and most of them do not like to take pictures anyway.. We had a great time..thanks to Rotaract NUS..

After the community service, we went to Bishan Junction 8 to have lunch and do some grocery shopping.. It felt nice to be back in Bishan..this was where i stayed in my 2 years in JC.. I knew every corner of J8 as it was between the MRT station and my hostel..but J8 had changed so much since i left..so much that i couldnt really recognise it when we passed the building on our way to Grace Haven.. that's why i suggested to ky n wy to do our grocery shoppin there..and not in Clementi..by the way, we realised the prices of some stuff are cheaper in J8's NTUC.. WY bought her sandals.. and all3 of us bought so much grocery...hoping to last for 1 month..haha.. so that we do not have to go out again..with that, me n ky made a pact that we wont go out anymore..not even to Clementi..(but with exception of Fong Seng..haha..there's a reason for KY to exclude that place..).. and we shall live in isolation in our room for a month.. to come out stronger and prepared for the last battle..*lolz*

Jia you!!!



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Saturday, October 22, 2005,1:04:00 AM

crazy nite~

Just came back from supper about half an hour ago..supper at Cheese Prata Shop with people from HO.. it was a crazy nite!! super crazy..laugh til tears started coming out..
It was the 1st time in the whole sem that i went to teach the juniors harmonica..well, the horn tutor couldnt go, so i had to replace her.. and i seriously dont know how to teach..so i just asked them to play a song..and i give them the beat..hehe..luckily another senior teaching bass harmonica was there.. After the practice ended at 10pm, I felt
  1. HUNGRY
  2. SLEEPY

I had class since 10am in the morning..10-12 at Sci, then 12-1.30 lunch at Engin..then rushed back to sci for 2-4 lecture..4-5.40pm tutorial..rushed to canteen to grab 2 pcs of kuih..then lecture again 6-7.30pm..went to HO pract til 10pm..phew.. Then KY told me that some of them are going for supper..and since KY willingly go also, i decided that eating is more important than sleeping..though i have a community service at 8am Saturday morning..(this morning to be exact..)

We were laughin so badly while walkin to the bus stop as the were trying to scandal F and a new member( a Japanese girl..) ..haha.. then when we were at the bus stop, the Jap girl appeared..and those who are taking Jap modules started talkin to her in Jap..and TN went to say,"Honda, Toyota, Mitsubishi.." in such convincing way that it took us a while to realise that he wasnt conversing in proper Jap..then the scandal thing started.. no one was spared.. no matter you are senior or junior..and i really have to crown TN as the "8 King"..the scandals preferably involve people we know..so, some are anyhow matched..

And i realised i should not simply say things anymore.. aihs.. i still remember the time when i was in JC..i told my close friends that i actually do not like to eat cake..so for my birthday, they got me a big apple pie.. but i didnt tell them that i dont like apple pie also..*sweats* (if any of you are reading this, i appreciate the pie a lot though..it's the thoughts that count..).. and there were more than once when i was speechless when my friend said, "i thought you said xxxxx"..although i did, i still feel a bit weird when people actually remembered what i said..and usually i say things and forget about it the very next moment.. sigh.. which brings me to the latest incident of saying that i'll bring a date to watch a concert..i was just saying cause my friend who asked me would be going with her bf..SW also always says she goes dating ma.. and me, being easily influenced by peer imitated her larr.. Just that i didnt realise TN and CK are so 8..

-__- Til tonight, they were still talkin about the same thing..aihs..

but then, tonight was an enjoyable nite.. got to fill my stomach and got to 8 a bit too..wahaha.. and got to know how TN used to cry everyday when he 1st came to Singapore for Sec3.. Sec 3 le!! a 15 or 16 year old boy crying everyday..even in school..and CC had to give him tissue paper..*lolx* joke of the week..

ooh..and my senior said this very classic thing..She used "Irreversible reaction" to describe a one-sided love.. haha.. cause for irreversible reaction, the arrow is one- sided.. "-->" ..great? haha.. and her criteria for a bf are: at least 1.8m tall, can play the piano and can play tennis, good looking, humorous, can speak very well in chinese and english.. hard to find le..heeheee.. but she's a pretty and fun senior..so, anyone interested can apply through me la..(=n_n=)v



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Friday, October 21, 2005,1:01:00 AM

Je's bdae party pix..at Pasir Ris




JE with the guys that went..YJ,Aman,TN, TL,CC,Jamie,Kelvin and a guy that i dont know..haha..









JE with the girls that went..SM,MY,SW,Hazel,PJ,me n a girl that i dont know..hehe.. by the way, the girl came with that guy..so they are the couple that i dont know.. should be JE's coursemates, i guess..











*tadaa* JE with the guys and girls.. the pic is a bit dark though..

We didn't take much pictures on that day..think we were too busy playing and eating.. It was a FUN birthday party..all thanks to JE.. the guys set up the fire..then we played volleyball..and then we got to eat.. yeah!! JE's parents and relatives prepared a lot of delicious food.. we did not have to worry about the food..though it's BBQ, there were delicious prepared food in case we were hungry before the chicken got BBQ-ed..nice sushi!! (argh..hungry..)

Though we took the wrong bus and had to walk some distance to the place, it was a great gathering..should go ther again..



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Wednesday, October 19, 2005,11:23:00 PM

Photos from WY's bdae party at Blooie's

Love the cake!!! Love the place..Love the atmosphere..Love the service..Love the food.. sigh.. Blooie's is good..if only i have the money to go there always.. expensive but big serving..very very big.. and the waiters and waitresses were very friendly.. We even got FREE Lime juice each ( for your info, there were 7 of us..and one glass of Lime Juice is $4.50!).. just cause we lend our half used candles to the waiter..the other group having birthday celebration didnt have enough candles..and my friend did a classic thing..she took a sip of the lime juice and said,"wah, so sweet..".. Lime juice le..haha.. "sweet" in the heart..although the Lime juice is really very sour..later, we found out that the friend got a less sour Lime juice..dont know why and how..somehow, hers is not really sour..no wonder she could proclaimed,"wah, so sweet.." haha..
Memorable birthday party..


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Tuesday, October 18, 2005,6:47:00 PM

A day in my life...

I used to have a dull red colour counter at the bottom of my page..Why did i put a counter in the 1st place? It's not as if i have so many readers that the counter will keep on increasing.. Just put it ther for fun..and it was a hit counter, not a visit counter..which means that everytime you refresh my page, it's counted as 1 time.. then a few days ago or a week ago, it happily disappeared.. I checked the template and it's still there..but since i dont know html, i cant see what's wrong with it.. and how to make it reappear... So, today i decided to get a new counter..a cuter one.. this is hosted by bravenet which have wider range of very cute counters.. There were a few that i like..and had quite a hard time choosing one..finally i settled for this angelic one..hehe..so now i have a counter that starts at 1 again.. (>.<) Today, we finally met our dear pharmacostats lecturer..did i mention that he didnt appear yesterday when we were suppose to meet him? and he had the guts to accuse me of sending the wrong email..according to him i stated 18th Oct as the date when we want to meet him in the email..i thought i was really that blur..so, i came back and check the email..and found out that i didnt even write a date lor.. (>.<) we were suppose to meet him 2pm yesterday.. sigh..
We went to see him today at 3.30pm..and he talked til nearly 4.45pm.. with 5 of us standing in his cramped office in MicroB lab which by the way stinks..very strong corn-like smell.. not the nice corn smell( i like corn, k..)..
Hmm.. Was very tired recently.. couldnt keep myself awake at all yesterday night though i desperately needed to study for test today.. went to sleep at 12am.. and woke up at 650am this morning to study..but went back to sleep after staring at 2 pages of the notes..luckily hy called me at 730am or i would have been late for my test at 8.30am.. the test was ok..not a killer.. cause it's very factual and depends on how much i could remember..there were 4 topics tested.. 10 questions for each topic, 40 in total..in 40 mins.. True or False with negative marking.. One correct 1 point, one wrong deduct 1 point..which is kinda bad.. i was busy calculating the marks and whether i should choose not to answer(no penalty for not answering..) In the end i didnt answer 4 only..though there were more than 10 that i was not sure of... hmm..
then went to pharmacostats tutorial..3 questions discussed in 1hr 45mins..with 1 question remained unsolved.."great" lecturer..
then i decided to skip my Universe lecture and came back to sleep..cause i will be sleeping in the lecture anyway..the lecturer is super boring..can make such an interesting subject boring is a very difficult task..and my lecturer had succeeded... slept from 12pm til 140pm..this is quite a long time for me..practically slept through the lecture period..hehe..by the way, i seldom take afternoon nap..
then i woke up to do the HO membership thingy..have to send to CFA tomorrow..sigh..super tedious.. at 240pm, my stomach was growling so bad, i went down to da bao rice+big drumstick+vege to eat..( i ate waffle and risole in between lectures..that's what i do every Tuesday cause no time for lunch..but today was super hungry, maybe cause i slept..)..Forgot to mention that Pharm Law was cancelled...so i had 2-4pm free..Then went to meet stats prof at 3.10pm..back to my room at 5pm..and slack a while..surfing the net..check Daniel's website..
Saw some of Daniel's latest pix by Sony..wanted to post here, then i realised might have copyright thingy.so better not..you can go to the Daniel Fan Club link at the sidebar and link to the "official fan club" site as claimed by the site larr..
then started on the CFA membership thingy again..til now..still doing it..and finding it super sien..i decided to go find a new counter..and then decided to post something.. to push the previous blog down..so when people read, they will read this..hehe.. cause I dont want to go see doc..(>.<)
Thanks to those who asked though..and even offered to accompany me.. Thanks..
okay..will get back to doing the boring membership forms.. then will arrange my notes, clean my room, watch "Stairway to Heaven" and do some reading..then go to sleep.. thats my boring life...
tomorrow going to NUH psychiatric ward..to sing karaoke with the patients there.. excited though a little scared also..hmm..
back to work..


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Monday, October 17, 2005,1:59:00 AM

Why am i still awake at this hour?

It's nearly 2am and I'm still wide awake.. Had been like this for the past 2 to 3 weeks.. What had happened to me eh? When my friends went to sleep at 11+pm, i felt that it was still very early.. I think the earliest for me nowadays is nearly 1am.. argh..pity my liver, and intestines..big and small.. though my friend argued that our liver doesn't know that it's at nite.. doesn't know that it's 2am which according to some studies is the end of liver's optimum detoxifying time..hmm.. arguable but i guess the studies are based on a general assumption of the sleeping hours of "normal" people..
This reminded me of our statistics project, where we have to review an article of some clinical studies statistically.. very very jia lat.. dont know what the lecturer wants..and nobody dare to ask him in the forum or email as he will publish our photos during the lecture.. and says, "this person asked me this question ( open the data base and show the picture of the poor student who posted his/her question in the forum and at the same time, copy the questions over to Microsoft Word so that he can enlarge the questions..).. that is our dear lecturer..
Today I had this funny feeling..in my stomach..and somewhere at the throat..haha.. not physically but more mentally i guess..It's a weird feeling that i can hardly explain..though i know the cause..but i think i'm trying to avoid the truth..and the reality of this problem.. why? unexplainable..
argh.. my heart ache again..this time is physically not mentally..haha.. think i do have some health problems.. it's either my legs.. or my stomach..or my kidneys..or my heart.. maybe i really do need to see a doctor..and maybe i just really need my mom.. maybe..
maybe i should just go and sleep..cause Monday is here whether i like it or not..whether i try to avoid it or not..
Maybe i'm just waiting for something that's not really gonna happen..by hanging onto "Sunday"..
(even JE asked me to go sleep..)
Maybe tomorrow will be better.. nitezzz...


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Sunday, October 16, 2005,7:52:00 PM

HAppy Birthday!!

*phew*.. more birthday wishes to 2 birthday boys...
Happy Birthday
to
Jia En and Wei Sheng!!
May all your wishes come true*^*
By the way, their birthdays are on 15th October..same day..
And JE said i got him the BEST birthday present k?! *grinz* ...it's a nice and amusing t-shirt from Topman..(^_^)v and thanks, JE for the great BBQ party..it was really fun..


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a present i got today

This morning, i was chatting with a friend on MSN while doing stats project with lk,wx,hy,wy n ky outside medical library. Out of a sudden, all 5 of them started threatening me to cook something for them to eat as I am the only one who had never cooked anything for them to eat. *whoops*.. really should go and learn to cook something.. sob sob..
It reminded me of the friend who i was talking to in MSN..Cause he asked me to cook the food at bbq yesterday nite..so i wanted to "Ei" him but instead i typed"Oi" which sounded harsher i guess.. "Oi" sounded more like scolding? And it triggered this friend to write a poem..( we were talking about his poem-writing skills anyway..)
And since nobody ever wrote a poem out of what I said, I asked to have the poem..and here is the poem!! for me.. (^_^)v
O and E
a single letter of the alphabet
so innocent it seems
and yet it has the power
to bring the world to its knees

put it in the right manner
it can bring peace and harmony
use it in the wrong context
it causes total anarchy
by KLCS (C) 2005/10/16


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Thursday, October 13, 2005,1:06:00 AM

Special post to a very special girl!!

aiks..i change the resolution of the pic..and now it's blurred..and lazy to change back..anyway..this is a special post to Birthday girl WeiYing!! one of my closest friends in pharmacy.. WY is a very nice girl, demure, soft-spoken, caring but always blur..ahhaha.. nevertheless, hope you like the celebration we had at Blooie's..got free lime juice orh!! yeah!!
and very very nice cake!!! (will post up more pix when wy send them to me..and this will definitely include the very delicious Strawberry Shortcake from Four Leaves).. by the way, the background above is from the box that contained the cake..so fairytale-like..
HaPpY BiRtHdAy WeI yInG!!!
Happy Always..(^_^)v


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Sunday, October 09, 2005,9:09:00 PM

sorry post..

early this morning.. i offended my friend i guess.. so i want to say sorry and hope he's reading this...cause i know he does read my blog..it was early morning (about 9am..very early cause i slept at 4am..) .. so i was just out of bed, still not fully awake.. not really feeling very well..get sick whenever i dont get enough sleep.. and this "ke lian" friend came at the wrong time and said the wrong thing i guess..
the thing is i usually post when i'm really angry at that moment.. or i am really really happy.. or i'm feeling strongly about something.. so my posts are my feelings at that particular moment.. but then i will forget about it.. so, even if i posted that i hate you here.. i will forget about it quite soon.. so basically this blog is for me to release some of my feelings inside..
but then this morning i realised maybe i'm not that ready to broadcast what i feel deep down inside.. i still dont feel comfortable when people come up to me and say something about what i had posted.. as a result i might get irritated especially if you mention more embarassing things that i had posted in my blog..
my dad just called and told me a GREAT news!!! great for him and hopefully great for my mom, my sis.. me? it's ok if it doesnt involve me.. but he will.. so happy for him..
anyway, i thought of another criteria..actually 2..for the previous post..
7. Lesbian: haha.. this kind of girl likes girl.. no further explanation needed..
8. Busy: This kind of girl does not have time to socialise.. her schedule is packed with meetings.. camps.. etc. i have a senior who is very very pretty..and super duper nice..sweet, feminine, dressed up very nicely...perfect girl.. (hy said she will marry her if she's a guy..haha).. but she was just too busy with CCA.. didnt even have time for her family.. but she's now attached, after stepping down from the EXCO this year..hehe..good for her..
aihs.. got to continue studying.. -_________-


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Saturday, October 08, 2005,11:26:00 PM

Life's great?

Had my life been quite good these few days? maybe... but certainly as busy as ever.. had been having tests every week... til i forgot the feeling of stress and nervousness of taking a test.. Needless to say, i had been quite slack.. which resulted in my plumetting(got such word?) result..anyway, i meant to blog the better part of my life..
This sem had been quite fun.. trying out new things.. gettin to know new friends.. doing things i like.. (shopping for eg..neehee..).. redecorate my board.. these few days I had been busy creating a new blog for my friends..It is a blog specially for our friendship and as a channel for each of us to speak up..whether it is our inner feelings or anything at all.. Well, i'm proud to say i did the banner, and the whole lay out of the page.. prettier and certainly sweeter than my own page.. including the all important "Horoscope" link..ehehehe...
With life like mine now, surrounded by friends and fun people..(too bad, my family is not nearby).. how can i claim to be lonely?
Lonely ~ Akon
Lonely,
I'm Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my ownI'm so lonely,
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely
I had been observing people around.. That's what i usually do anyway..and i was analysing single female... Objective: to find out why are they still single at the age of early 20s.. (these girls are generally not stunningly pretty, usually plain, don't dress up or put on make up..
  1. Anti-social: This kind of girl never wants to leave the comfort of her home.. or her room, specifically.. she rather pack something to eat in her room then go to the foodcourt or canteen... she won't join in any social activity.. and has no interest in investing her time socialising..
  2. Ultra-super duper shy: The kind of girl that will blush the moment a guy talks to her.. Soft-spoken in front of the opposite sex.. This kind of girl will never be able to show a guy how good she is.. cause she will never talk..
  3. Nose in the sky: This kind of girl thinks too highly of herself.. and her expectation of a boyfriend is very very high.. a friend of mine wants a guy who is rich, can cook(more importantly, won't ask her to cook), loves her with all his heart, let her control his money and listen to her.. not only that, she also specified the outer look which are bespectacled ( the spectacles have to be framed), smart looking and handsome..
  4. Lazy: There's a saying that goes, "there are no ugly girl in the world, only lazy girl.."This kind of girl couldnt bother much with anything..She is just too lazy to dress properly..just lazy to behave femininely..just too lazy to go out.. just to lazy...
  5. Unfriendly face: This kind of girl is one of the saddest cause her physical appearance is not something that she can decide.. She was born with unfriendly looking face.. ( you know how some people seemed to have upturned lips which look like permanent frowns..)However, she can help by smiling more<--Tips
  6. Boyish: Well, this kind of girl is sometimes admired by other girls..Cause she's always with the guys.. However, outsiders' do not understand her frustration of being treated as just another guy friend.. And other guys might be intimidated by the many guys surrounding her ( though some say this will only increase her marketability as guys with big ego like to go after girls who are attached..)

Can't really think now as my attention span is quite short.. i get tired and lose concentration as the list grows.. (>.~) so i shall stop the list and continue when i get inspired.. anyway,there are exceptions to the above.. I know of a girl who is attached now..and she not only has one of the above criteria.. by the way, i know her.. but i dont think she knows me..cause her Nose is always in the air... I had been introduced to her before..and we lived in the same block for a year!!! she has Unfriendly face, with a permanent angry look.. and kinda Anti-social.. cause i seldom see her around.. she will pack her food back to her room..SEE!! she fulfills 3 our of the above 6 criteria... and she got herself a boyfriend.. so, to my single friends out there.. nothing is impossible!! if you are interested, the girl got her bf when doing rag.. see each other day and night for 3 months..so *tadaa*..flashes crossed, thunder and lightning of love..I had basically touched on the more physical things above.. cause those are the ones that i can really observe..however, a girls' attitude is very important too..

Ah well..I am single and 21 years old.. So which criteria do i fulfill? some.. more at times.. depending on my mood.. hmm..maybe i should add in moody.. but then which girl is not moody? It's in the hormone.. Meanwhile I shall continue playing this song on my stereo ( just cause it sounds nice la..i dont have a stereo..)

Lonely ~ Akon
Lonely,

I'm Mr.(Ms)Lonely,

I have nobody,

For my own

I'm so lonely,

I'm Mr.(Ms) Lonely

I have nobody,

For my own

I'm so lonely....



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Monday, October 03, 2005,8:38:00 PM

Harmonica Impressions!!

Those in Singapore, please come to support me on 5th October(Wednesday), 7.30-8.30pm UCC Theater NUS.. I'm performing two songs!! the BEST thing is it's FREE!! so come, and bring your friends along..


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