I had my usual dose of coffee today.. But I still went unconscious... KY advised me to see the doctor.. It seems that I'm having some kind of sleeping disorder? Cause when somnolence hits me, it's really bad.. It's uncontrollable and I'll just sink into deep sleep wherever I was at that moment...

Really tired... tired of life...

My Chinese class lecturer talk about the meaning of life today.. after watching the movie "Confessions of Pain" by Tony Leung Chiu Wai and Takeshi Kaneshiro... the lead actor did not value his life anymore after he witnessed his whole family being brutally killed by gangsters.. He planned his revenge for many years and successfully carried out his plans.. He killed his family's murderer... But in the end, he committed suicide.. He has no more reason to carry on living.. he lost all his family members, including his wife... Life's no longer bearable...

Pain... so scary but so real...

Many of us are lucky to have families that care about us .. Life becomes bearable and worthwhile...

Misses my dad, mom, sisters, niece and nephew :)