This phrase has been on my MSN nickname for some time... Why?
Had been feeling low lately... due to accumulation of many factors.. Things just don't seem to go smoothly...
It all started about a week ago I guess... nothing in particular triggered this series of unfortunate events... They all just decided to come together...
There is one thing that has been bothering me and affecting me mentally though... Really badly that I start to avoid waking hours cause I will be thinking about it... I ended up sleeping earlier and earlier each day...(even though my work is pilling up.. ) It's a choice I have to make... between reality and dreams~ Do you stay firm on the ground, being satisfied with what you have or do you chase after your dreams? I want to be satisfied and grab things that can be reached... But at the same time, I feel that we only live this life once... We should chase after our dreams when we are still young and capable, no? So how? ........................................
Then there's the problem with accomodation during the 3-months break... hospital attachment (which hospital to choose? which batch to go to?)... tuition timetable during my holidays... when can I go home... Girl Guides Camps schedule.... etc.
Just feeling miserable lately... may be partly due to hormone changes...
When I'm feeling miserable I tend to offend people... >_<
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- On another note, I want to watch "Letters from Iwo Jima"!! But nobody wants to with me .. >_< I want to go and watch by myself but my friend said I'm not strong enough to go the cinema by myself... on a Friday night... o_O Maybe not....
I have to make my decision by Wednesday morning... Whatever my decision is, I hope it's the correct one... Wish me luck!
It feels just like less than 3 years ago... when I have to make my decision between something that I like and something that will take care of my financial situation...
