I realised that my posts had been very incoherent nowadays. I, no longer type in proper sentence. And what I typed did not really link to each other anymore. So, I have decided to type properly now. Haha.. Well, I had a terrible nightmare early this morning. It was about some "hak se wui" (gangster society) people killing people in front of a police station. It all seemed so real and so clear, that when i described it to my friends this morning, wy asked how I could describe everything in such details. Scary >.< After the 1st lecture, I went for a healthcheck. I had to produce a urine sample by filling at least 1/3 of the bottle given. Unfortunately, I cleared my bladder just a few minutes before because I had a bad stomachache. So, I could only filled up less than 1cm of the bottle height.. Had to explain to the person manning the stations, not one but every station that I went to, the person would ask me to go fill up the bottle. SO embarassing!! after the last station, I sat outside and kept on drinking water, while waiting for the urge to pee to come... -___- Was successful after about 20 mins.. *phew*
Anyway, yesterday was a very down day for me.. I do not know why but I felt depressed and couldnt see the meaning of going through lectures and tutorials, and doing reports, projects everyday. I couldnt see where all these will bring me.. Like what I told hy, I lost my aim in life. I don't see the beautiful aspect of life anymore... And i dont have a goal to achieve.. So, I'm just wandering aimlessly...
Then later at night, my comp got infected by Trojan... haih..
Feel better today... There will be an International Fiesta in PGP tonight!! my friends will be modelling and performing.. There will be goodies bag and lucky draw.. And I'm going to convince my friend to learn salsa with me.. Or maybe Yogilate.. (no particular reason to choose salsa or yoga or pilates, just want to learn something new and maybe bring back joy to my life) ...
