2-1-06 Last year, this day, I had been hit by a series of bad luck... and this bad luck persisted for more than half a year... according to the horoscope, the bad luck will end in July.. did it? well, less bad luck i guess, for the rest of the year... This year, til now, I'm still fine..though I feel this new year will bring a lot of new challenges and hard decisions.. just 2 days, and i can feel the burden my brain is going through already...
Had been reading a number of new year resolutions made by people; on the newspaper, blogs and stuff... and also some "what had i learned from 2005.."...
well, I'm goin to state what i want for 2006... If somehow this year i bumped into a genie in a bottle or a lamp or an angel.. or a heavenly creature or... anything that can grant me a wish la... I want the power to read people's mind..to at least know what people are thinking..and hopefully what they are hiding ..yeah.. that's all i want for 2006...haha.. now, who can give me?
know why?
I feel with this power, i will better understand people around me..and i wont do or say things that will hurt them just cause i dont know what they are thinking! and what they actually want! how many times have you said the wrong thing? or do something that made people mad? or unhappy? I almost lose a very close friend a few years back.. just because of the stupid things that i did...or said... cause i didnt know what she was thinking all along..and what she wanted from this friendship... guess i made too much assumptions...and made them all wrong...sigh... Last year I realised the older we get, the more complicated the people we interact with... Things happened that make me think twice (or more)..before i assume that i know a person well enough..we might not know what they are actually after... And i just realised i had been doin the wrong thing for such a long time..hahah..and made people unhappy i think.. sorry...
So, this year, I will still be me... i just want the super power k?
or just grant me more maturity la.. think that will do..
Ooh... and less anger...feel like i'm making new year resolution now... but actually no..cause i'm wishin that this whatever thing that comes to grant me a wish will take my anger in return..as a payment or something... don't ask me whats the use of my anger.. maybe this creature feeds on anger to grant people good wishes.. yeapz.. what a perfect world it will be.. yeah!
Sorry to those who had received abusive SMS or MSN messages from me.. those who know me well will know that I always have this stupid emotional outburst..but it comes and goes.. my mood is like the scariest roller coaster ever.. very very up, then very very down.. twist here and there.. upside down on some days.. or super high and shoots into the sky on other days.. and it never stops... no end point..
so, wishing for a great year ahead... grant me my wish... x(>.<)x
This post was made with no one particular in my mind..if you think i am crazy..well i think i am also..just today though..hehe... Happy 2006!! whee!!!
