Stress... sigh..after my 2 tests on Mon and Tue, i thought i did ok.. then i realised it wasnt ok.. right after my the Mon test, i was relieved as i did better than the previous one..my friend looked so depressed that i went to console her..just to realise that she made TWO mistakes only..*sob* i got more mistakes.. (our lecturer gave answers right after the test) ...sigh.. determined not to let it pull my mood down cause still need to study for another test, i was feeling quite alright..then today, my friend was asking us not to mention about the Tue test cause she did really badly..i was sympathising with her..just to realise she made TWO freaking mistakes only!! haih.. i was quite speechless... Then i realised doing your best in NUS is not enough..your fate or specifically your CAP depends on your peers.. even if you have studied like nobody's business..which is very sad.. haih..haih..haih.. today i saw a weird guy along the road outside Comp Center..i was walking from Techno Edge back to Central Lib when i saw this guy hopping down the road..i thought maybe he wanted to get to somewher fast..so he hopped instead of walk.. then he stopped and opened his arms widely..looked into the sky..smiled.. (looked like he's filming video clip or movie)..then he turned one round..still smiling..then continued hopping down the road.. i couldnt stop myself from laughing..although i was walking alone..haih.. haih.. then went back to central lib to study.. *sob* becoming permanent resident of Central Lib.. and some people can be very inconsiderate..talking loudly and having group discussion in lib.. *ish* haih..haih.. back to studyin.. though doin my best will not be enough.. keep on reading ppl's blogs.. see Alan's blog.. a rich PRC studying in US i think.. linked from Daphne's blog .. a girl who CM thinks is pretty, and so recommended to me to have a look..she's Singaporean and very rich..haih.. *and i think Alan is cute..hehe* Daphne is pretty too..
