It's nearly 2am and I'm still wide awake.. Had been like this for the past 2 to 3 weeks.. What had happened to me eh? When my friends went to sleep at 11+pm, i felt that it was still very early.. I think the earliest for me nowadays is nearly 1am.. argh..pity my liver, and intestines..big and small.. though my friend argued that our liver doesn't know that it's at nite.. doesn't know that it's 2am which according to some studies is the end of liver's optimum detoxifying time..hmm.. arguable but i guess the studies are based on a general assumption of the sleeping hours of "normal" people.. This reminded me of our statistics project, where we have to review an article of some clinical studies statistically.. very very jia lat.. dont know what the lecturer wants..and nobody dare to ask him in the forum or email as he will publish our photos during the lecture.. and says, "this person asked me this question ( open the data base and show the picture of the poor student who posted his/her question in the forum and at the same time, copy the questions over to Microsoft Word so that he can enlarge the questions..).. that is our dear lecturer.. Today I had this funny feeling..in my stomach..and somewhere at the throat..haha.. not physically but more mentally i guess..It's a weird feeling that i can hardly explain..though i know the cause..but i think i'm trying to avoid the truth..and the reality of this problem.. why? unexplainable.. argh.. my heart ache again..this time is physically not mentally..haha.. think i do have some health problems.. it's either my legs.. or my stomach..or my kidneys..or my heart.. maybe i really do need to see a doctor..and maybe i just really need my mom.. maybe.. maybe i should just go and sleep..cause Monday is here whether i like it or not..whether i try to avoid it or not.. Maybe i'm just waiting for something that's not really gonna happen..by hanging onto "Sunday".. (even JE asked me to go sleep..) Maybe tomorrow will be better.. nitezzz...
