Sunday, October 09, 2005,9:09:00 PM
sorry post..
early this morning.. i offended my friend i guess.. so i want to say sorry and hope he's reading this...cause i know he does read my blog..it was early morning (about 9am..very early cause i slept at 4am..) .. so i was just out of bed, still not fully awake.. not really feeling very well..get sick whenever i dont get enough sleep.. and this "ke lian" friend came at the wrong time and said the wrong thing i guess..
the thing is i usually post when i'm really angry at that moment.. or i am really really happy.. or i'm feeling strongly about something.. so my posts are my feelings at that particular moment.. but then i will forget about it.. so, even if i posted that i hate you here.. i will forget about it quite soon.. so basically this blog is for me to release some of my feelings inside..
but then this morning i realised maybe i'm not that ready to broadcast what i feel deep down inside.. i still dont feel comfortable when people come up to me and say something about what i had posted.. as a result i might get irritated especially if you mention more embarassing things that i had posted in my blog..
my dad just called and told me a GREAT news!!! great for him and hopefully great for my mom, my sis.. me? it's ok if it doesnt involve me.. but he will.. so happy for him..
anyway, i thought of another criteria..actually 2..for the previous post..
7. Lesbian: haha.. this kind of girl likes girl.. no further explanation needed..
8. Busy: This kind of girl does not have time to socialise.. her schedule is packed with meetings.. camps.. etc. i have a senior who is very very pretty..and super duper nice..sweet, feminine, dressed up very nicely...perfect girl.. (hy said she will marry her if she's a guy..haha).. but she was just too busy with CCA.. didnt even have time for her family.. but she's now attached, after stepping down from the EXCO this year..hehe..good for her..
aihs.. got to continue studying.. -_________-
