the last few days had been totally disastrous..i dont know why..maybe i'd done too many bad things.. talked bad about people..gossip too much..sigh.. it had been disastrous.. yesterday nite was the 1st time i cried in my room this sem.. This sem had passed especially quickly as i had been so busy with sooo many things.. yesterday, the pressure was just too much for me to handle..and the fact that i might need to pay for a new microwave cause i spoilt the old one was too unbearable that tears just flowed down..to be exact, tears didnt just flow down..i was sobbing quite uncontrollably..sigh.. then i decided not to go to the TriFac Bash..somehow..deep down inside me i still wanted to go.... at the very last minute, i bought the ticket..with Wanxia's money cause i was kinda broke..just in a second, i'd made my decision to go..
But, it might have been a BAD decision.. on the other hand, it might have been a good one..
but, if i didnt go to the bash..i might still be in the dark..not knowing..still carrying false hopes..
i'm goin home next Fri..can't wait..to get away from this sad and stressful place..though only for a few days.. i hope it will be a good break for me from all these craziness..
My friends and I used to complain that our life is like a ____________ ...no ups and downs.. just plain life.. now i feel there are too many bumps and obstacles in life.. knowing i will never go back to the simple life.. NEVER!
It's sad, but it's true.. be the rainbow in the storms of life? easy to say, hard to do.. life sucks!
Hope i can cheer up soon.. (>.<)
say NO to chocolate (cause of stupid theobroma oil suppositories.. thats the base of chocolates..) and Candy ( argh!)..
