Thursday, September 29, 2005,1:16:00 PM
no more Daniel here..
sadly to announce that my friend complained of the many pictures of Daniel in my blog..(not many what.. >_<) so i shall refrain from posting about Daniel in my blog anymore..except in special cases.. for more Daniel news, check out www.danielfansclub.blogspot.com .. i'm a contributor..and my post was commented by Daniel himself when he visited the fan site!! yeah!!! dont jealous yea..
anyway, i was blue today.. i always thought of myself as a kind of a loner..i used to be able to not talk with anyone for a few days except at very critical times like asking for something when i really needed.. i could stand not having anyone with me.. though i can't go to eat alone at fancy restaurants like 2 of my friends can..if i'm alone, i'll just grab something and eat..
but today, i was so angry with my friends..all dumped me to have lunch by myself..i felt DUMPED.. lonely..and sad.. and revert back to my SDU state.. (single,desperate and ugly..) (>.~)
though i told hy a few days ago that i will not be on the lookout anymore..i dont want to go "fishing" anymore..cause i truly believe good guys are taken except those who are afraid of relationship, gay or have very high expectations.. and i asked hy to look for those who just broke up..ahha... hehehehe..
hmmm..friends can dump you.. family members wont..but my family is so far away.. sigh.. :~(
guess i'll live in loneliness...( in case you reading this think that it's nothing serious..and nothing big with eating lunch alone.. you dont know a Cancerian girl well enough..)
Blue as the blue wavelength can be..scattered by the atmosphere..separated from each other.. just so that we can have a blue sky.. (crappiness crept in..)
