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Monday, July 04, 2005,12:21:00 PM

i'm sad today~

why i'm sad today...

  1. i'm reminded of my boring life ...
  2. most of my friends are going back to uni soon.. leavin me all alone (almost alone) in small small town of Butterworth..
  3. I stil haven't gotten my postcard...
  4. A check in friendster disappointed me.. don't ask me what happened.. :'( the saddest thing~~ sigh....

guess i don't have to continue with the list.. cause the main reason i am sad today is obviously reason no 4..

I am a very moody person.. i was quite happy this morning, though a little sleepy.. had breakfast with friends..and then went to stef's house to chit chat.. then YW sent me back..and i opened my laptop and checked my mail breathlessly.. got 2 mails from SW and JE and bunch of useless other emails.. no friendster msg... :'( mood plunge to the bottom..went underground.. think no mood to eat lunch liao... (>_<) why??? W H Y ???

moodless now..( is that even a word?) and my small sis is sick..food poisoning.. disturb my sleep yesterday nite.. and i had a nightmare early this morning.. sad life~ in the dream, i was panicky because i didnt attend any Chinese lesson at all (supposedly i'm taking a Chinese module) and the final marks are based on 40% class participation, 10% attendance and 50% final exam..i never attend any class, so the most i can get is half of the total and it is so goin to pull down my CAP (Cumulative Ave Pt)..so i was crying really badly in the dream..it all seemed so real that i have to forcd open my eyes and convinced myself that it was only a dream.. i haven't even taken that Chinese module... *phew* -_-lll

life is still cruel sometimes.. have to learn to live without the cruelness..but then as khim said, we should learn to look back..cause there is a huge bunch of friends and family supporting you from behind..quietly but surely.. and the world seems rosier...

*cheers*



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