Was thinking of what to blog today..and i thought of my cute niece..yupz..i'm an aunt now..my niece is 8 months old..just for your information, in case you are wondering, my sister is 8 years older than me..so she is 2x years old..haha...and she got married 2 years ago..hmm..i will try to find her wedding picture..somewhere in my email..as you can see below, that is my niece, Shearn En and her mom (my sis)..

Little En En was not in the best mood when this picture is taken..it's near her sleeping time..so, she wouldn't smile to the camera.. But was more interested in the camera itself..

and tried to grab it..

hehehe..that's my favourite niece..erm..or should i say my only niece..everybody's favourite..

Which brings me to another question..what do you call your cousins' sons and daughters? hmm..also nieces and nephews? i don't know..maybe..if so, i have A LOT of nieces and nephews..and many older than me..yeah..complicated..

think i deleted my bro-in-law's email..aiks..so, no wedding photo to put..

my cousin getting married tomorrow! i'm going to balik kampung in the evening..and makan besar..wuahahaha...

sigh..my mood was kinda good today..cause going to balik kampung ma..then something happened..which changed my mood totally...hmm..i always do things and regret later..sigh..and today i totally regret what i did la..i knew i should not have done it..but, sigh,...once again, the heart ruled the brain..my stupid brain..should not elaborate more..but just recording it down to remind myself.. PLEASE DO NOT REPEAT YOUR MISTAKE AGAIN AND AGAIN!!

big, loud, long sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................